Moon

Last night, when the moon
slipped into my attic-room
as an oblong of light,
I sensed she'd come to commiserate.

It was August. She travelled
with a small valise
of darkness, and the first few stars
returning to the northern sky,

and my room, it seemed,
had missed her. She pretended
an interest in the bookcase
while other objects

stirred, as in a rockpool,
with unexpected life:
strings of beads in their green bowl gleamed,
the paper-crowded desk;

the books, too, appeared inclined
to open and confess.
Being sure the moon
harboured some intention,

I waited; watched for an age
her cool gaze shift
first toward a flower sketch
pinned on the far wall

then glide to recline
along the pinewood floor
before I'd had enough. Moon,
I said, we're both scarred now.

Are they quite beyond you,
the simple words of love? Say them.

You are not my mother;
with my mother, I waited unto death.

 


from The Overhaul (Picador, 2012), © Kathleen Jamie 2012, used by permission of the author and Macmillan Publishers.

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