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The Actor's Farewell
It faded on the crowing of the cock.
– Hamlet Act I scene i
Even in my heyday, I never played the Prince:
Horatio in rep, Laertes at school performances,
but never Hamlet in his black doublet and hose.
In contrast I remember the frisson of first striding
the battlements, in the glinting armour of the Ghost.
For a spell my speciality was not just doubling
but despite being stabbed behind the arras,
trebling as Polonius and First Gravedigger.
But that meant reappearing at the final curtain:
my preference, simply to vanish into darkness.
Even then I felt compelled to await heaven's
remonstrance; Hamlet mesmerised in his hall
of mirrors, driven to the rim of madness;
or from the safety of the wings, to watch Claudius
and his heartless queen get their come-uppance.
Whilst these and the others were drawn
from Holinshed or Thomas Kyd's tragedy,
the Ghost was purely Shakespeare's invention.
Each night I sensed hovering round me
all those who had played the role previously.
Sometimes on tour things would go wrong:
once a rostrum not properly set, on my exit
I stepped into thin air; or some half-pissed idiot
missing his cue, a late cock-a-doodle-doo and thud
screwing up 'The morn in russet mantle clad'.
from The Touch of Time: New and Selected Poems (Bloodaxe, 2014), © Stewart Conn 2014, used by permission of the author and the publisher.
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