Image by Caroline Forbes

Poem introduction

'Cousin Coat' is about an invisible coat which I eventually discovered I'd been wearing all my life and was not allowed to remove. It's an historical coat and perhaps is best imagined as having at some time spent about fifty or a hundred years lying at the bottom of the Aire Navigation Canal soaking up mud, chemicals, and other bits and pieces.

Cousin Coat

Cousin Coat

You are my secret coat. You're never dry.
You wear the weight and stink of black canals.
Malodorous companion, we know why
It's taken me so long to see we're pals,
To learn why my acquaintance never sniff
Or send me notes to say I stink of stiff.

But you don't talk, historical bespoke.
You must be worn, be intimate as skin.
And though I never lived what you invoke,
At birth I was already buttoned in.
Your clammy itch became my atmosphere,
An air made half of anger, half of fear.

And what you are is what I tried to shed
In libraries with Donne and Henry James.
You're here to bear a message from the dead
Whose history's dishonoured with their names.
You mean the North, the poor, and troopers sent
To shoot down those who showed their discontent.

No comfort there for comfy meliorists
Grown weepy over Jarrow photographs.
No comfort when the poor the state enlists
Parade before their fathers' cenotaphs.
No comfort when the strikers all go back
To see which twenty thousand get the sack.

Be with me when they cauterise the facts.
Be with me to the bottom of the page,
Insisting on what history exacts.
Be memory, be conscience, will and rage,
And keep me cold and honest, cousin coat.
So if I lie, I'll know you're at my throat.


from Cousin Coat (Picador, 2002), copyright © Sean O'Brien 2002, used by permission of the author and the publisher

Recordings

Sean O'Brien Reading from his Poems

1The Amateur God

2In a Military Archive

3Cousin Coat

4Before

5HMS Glasshouse

6Working on the Railway

7Propaganda

8Ballad of the Lit and Phil

9After Laforgue

10Revenants

11Special Train

12Rain

13Essay on Snow

14Reading Stevens in the Bath

15Welcome, Major Poet

16Nineties

17Songs from the Black Path, I, III

18Ravilious

19Songs from the Drowned Book I, V

20Cities

21Postcards to the Rain God (an extract)

22The Thing

23After Rilke: To Holderlin

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